Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Blue, Blue, Blue
Just hung up from Justine...It's not just me. It's like the dynamics of life have all changed. It's not nearly as much fun as it once was. I don't miss smoking at all. I don't want one either. It's just weird. The things that really used to make me happy just 2 weeks ago just don't seem that important. My kitties aren't even doing it for me right now, and I have never felt like that in the 4+ years I have been with Fieldhaven......Hope I get my spark back and soon...I hate feeling like this....Oh damn, it's a pity party for Penny...boo hoo..
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Penny,
ReplyDeleteHang in there darlin!! You are doing awesome! I know it's super tough right now. I watched my girl when she quit smoking. My mom quit smoking over 25 years ago and hasn't had a cigarette since! There is light at the end of the tunnel. In the end, you will FEEL so much better and you WILL start noticing these changes instead of the negative ones. When you take away something from your life that has been a constant, things seem completely out of balance and not as good as they once were. It sounds like that's where you are right now. But, Penny...you will get through this stumbling block. ALL OF YOU WILL! Hang in there, guys! You are ALL doing AWESOME!!